Friday, October 30, 2009

i'm sorry...

words elude me
over and over
and over
yet thoughts
and feelings
still simmer
with tendency
to look back
and wonder why

we 
loved
life
together


and i 
cowardly
ashamedly
said goodbye

for fear 
of what
of pain
of rejection?

whatever the cause
now
it doesn't matter
time has passed
new loves found
(and for me lost again)
we walk on
to futures
of life and love

i was never
a good friend
to you
to anyone

selfish
gone
disappeared
but never forgotten

i am
sorry
words enough
cannot express


friendships should
be stronger than i
ever allowed them to be
and so i say
thank you
for showing me friendship


thank you
for loving me