Tuesday, April 17, 2007


I've had almost 600 profile views, which isn't a big number by any means but what I find interesting is the fact that I only have three people who comment on this site.

Maybe they've each looked at my profile 200 times?

I don't care about comments or viewers, really I don't. But don't you ever wonder who is reading your blog?

It would be an interesting discovery I'm sure if that answer were revealed, but for now in this day and age people appreciate anonymity and secrecy.

I need to start writing more, methinks. I actually need to start reading more but that goes to show...I'm not good at reading on a consistent basis.

My cousin writes a lot, and reads a lot I'm sure. His stuff is actually interesting, in my mind. So if you want to read some of his thoughts and quips, take a look HERE, or click on the name "Tim" under my links.

Thanks for your time. Hopefully more will come soon.

Thursday, April 05, 2007


"Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal." - C.S. Lewis

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

destination beautiful...

it hurts. this soul of mine.
endlessly searching for greatness.
finding none.

mind over matter.
what matters is my mind.
violently swerving left and right.
when all it needs is a straight line.

whatever happened to today.
tomorrow will never exist.
today. it's all i have.
so simple and yet.

sloth. lazy. tired.
my eternal damnation.
forever mine to live with.
where is the flame that once burned bright.

a spark at most.
but still ignited.
not extinguished.
not yet.

give me one good chance.
one chance to fail.
and i probably will.
again and again.

but i won't be defined.
by thoughts and ponderings.
actions and deeds yes.
and through the eyes of Another.

my feelings are selfish.
whenever has someone been so blessed.
to only throw it away.
for fear of losing nothing owned.

this ride is far from ending.
a u-turn here and there yes.
but destination beautiful.