I just get so tired of this sometimes.

quantity is job 1...

so many ways my life could have gone

so many turns that could have been wrong

yet is this exactly where god wants my life

will it always be filled with failing and strife?

i'm not like the prophets i can't hear his voice

it's not like i'm judas - not given a choice

deep in the heart they said i'd be free

deep in the heart i've found all but me

five hundred thirty days have passed all too fast

the sunshine is fading the daylight won't last

oh where is his calling where does his path go

if i do not act - no solutions i'll know