so many ways my life could have gone
so many turns that could have been wrong
yet is this exactly where god wants my life
will it always be filled with failing and strife?
i'm not like the prophets i can't hear his voice
it's not like i'm judas - not given a choice
deep in the heart they said i'd be free
deep in the heart i've found all but me
five hundred thirty days have passed all too fast
the sunshine is fading the daylight won't last
oh where is his calling where does his path go
if i do not act - no solutions i'll know