Friday, November 20, 2009
odaat...
Friday, October 30, 2009
i'm sorry...
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
the last time...
Sunday, August 09, 2009
winding down...
Saturday, August 08, 2009
a beautiful day...
Friday, July 31, 2009
dear readers...
Thursday, July 30, 2009
did you hear the news today...
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
seasons change...
Thursday, July 09, 2009
these frail hands...
be a man...
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
happiness is...
- aj and rhi and coben and jonas are coming to town
- mikey mulligan is getting married (this means bachelor party to throw, rehearsal dinner to eat, tux to look hot in and songs to dance to)
- dinner with aj and rhi and coben and jonas and bri and james on monday
- softball game on monday after dinner
- a flight to texas on tuesday
Thursday, July 02, 2009
rest...
Thursday, June 25, 2009
sbux...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
vusc...
place, but many moons ago.
almuerzo...
Monday, June 22, 2009
these sandals were made for walking...
Sunday, June 21, 2009
te amo...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
passport protection...
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
rain rain rain...
i love the rain here. the mornings will start off nice and sunny and have the makings of a beautiful day. but by the time the afternoon rolls around...you'll hear one crack of thunder and then you know the rain is near. shortly, if not immediately, thereafter, the rain falls. and hard. and i love it.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
invictus...
i've been breaking my back... yeah
how very lost one can be
and bitterness fires through me
the brilliance that was
is flickering cold
slowly burning to ash
i'm choking on pride
i'm closing my eyes
'till one day i'm scared to go back
You part the shadows
Light of the World
destroy the blindness
peace eternal
take this broken heart
if it brings You praise
take this beaten soul
shivering hands i will raise
Hope Unstoppable
sing the morning sun
wake up oh sleeper
the Daylight has come
You are, You are
Invincible
You are You are
Unbreakable
take this broken heart
if it brings You praise
take this beaten soul
shivering hands i will raise
Hope Unstoppable
sing the morning sun
wake up oh sleeper
the Daylight has come
You are, You are
Invincible
You are You are
Unbreakable
You are You are
Invincible
You are You are
Unbreakable
i've been breaking my back
only to show you how very lost
one can be
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
sigh...
Friday, May 29, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
lord (i don't know)...
You are the author of knowledge
You can redeem what's been done
You hold the present and all that's to come
Until your everlasting kingdom
Lord, I don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead me to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
You are the God of tomorrow
Turning the darkness to dawn
Lifting the hopeless with hope to go on
You are the rock of all salvation
Lord, I don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead me to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
Oh, Lord, you are the author
Redeeming what's been done
You hold us in the present
And all that is to come
Lord, we don't know where all this is going
Or how it all works out
Lead us to peace that is past understanding
A peace beyond all doubt
Thursday, May 14, 2009
proverbs 3:5-6...
Sunday, May 10, 2009
i need thee...
No tender voice like Thine can peace afford
I need Thee every hour, stay Thou nearby
Temptations lose their power
When Thou art nigh
I need thee, oh, I need thee, every hour I need Thee
I need thee, I need thee, I need Thee every hour
I need Thee every hour in joy or pain
Come quickly and abide or life is in vain
I need Thee, oh, I need Thee, every hour I need Thee
I need Thee, I need Thee, I need Thee every hour
I need Thee, I need Thee, I need Thee every hour
Oh, bless me now, my Savior, I come to Thee
Oh, bless me now, my Savior, I come to Thee
I need Thee every hour, teach me Thy will
And Thy rich promises in me fulfill
I need Thee, oh, I need Thee
Oh I need Thee every hour
I need Thee, I need Thee, I need Thee every hour
I need Thee, I need Thee, I need Thee every hour
Oh, bless me now, my Savior, I come to Thee
Friday, April 24, 2009
untitled...
a seemingly unending cycle
pick one up and try to hold on
until i've dropped and broken it
chunk at least was unaware
even if his friends weren't
he'd do anything you asked
oblivious of his inadequacies
which is better
to know
or
to have no idea
i say the former
at least i can try
but not try to not fail
but to simply do the best i can
so is that what i'm looking for
a chance to prove myself to others
look at me - i'm finally a winner
of something never meant to be won
i'll never call myself a failure
i'll never say i didn't try
but when will i finally
become a man fully alive
.tbc.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
happy easter...
way up high
and the dreams that you dreamed of
once in a lullaby
somewhere over the rainbow
blue birds fly
and the dreams that you dreamed of
dreams really do come true
someday i'll wish upon a star
wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where trouble melts like lemon drops
high above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me
somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
and the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't i?
well i see trees of green and
red roses too,
i'll watch them bloom for me and you
and i think to myself
what a wonderful world
well i see skies of blue and i see clouds of white
and the brightness of day
i like the dark and i think to myself
what a wonderful world
the colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
are also on the faces of people passing by
i see friends shaking hands
saying, "how do you do?"
they're really saying, i...i love you
i hear babies cry and i watch them grow
they'll learn much more
than we'll know
and i think to myself
what a wonderful world
someday i'll wish upon a star
wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where trouble melts like lemon drops
high above the chimney top that's where you'll find me
oh, somewhere over the rainbow way up high
and the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't i?
Monday, March 30, 2009
real...
"What is REAL?" asked the Rabbit one day, when they were lying side by side near the nursery fender, before Nana came to tidy the room. "Does it mean having things that buzz inside you and a stick-out handle?"
"Real isn't how you are made," said the Skin Horse. "It's a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real."
"Does it hurt?" asked the Rabbit.
"Sometimes," said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. "When you are Real you don't mind being hurt."
"Does it happen all at once, like being wound up," he asked, "or bit by bit?"
"It doesn't happen all at once," said the Skin Horse. "You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."
"I suppose you are real?" said the Rabbit. And then he wished he had not said it, for he thought the Skin Horse might be sensitive. But the Skin Horse only smiled.
"The Boy's Uncle made me Real," he said. "That was a great many years ago; but once you are Real you can't become unreal again. It lasts for always."
The Rabbit sighed. He thought it would be a long time before this magic called Real happened to him. He longed to become Real, to know what it felt like; and yet the idea of growing shabby and losing his eyes and whiskers was rather sad. He wished that he could become it without these uncomfortable things happening to him.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
glory...
Sunday, March 08, 2009
still...
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God
Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
febrero...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
saturday night...
Saturday, February 14, 2009
fields of the fallen...
Thursday, February 05, 2009
fact not fiction...
Monday, February 02, 2009
hope...
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
cr...
Saturday, January 24, 2009
time flies...
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
recall...
Saturday, January 17, 2009
a saturday night...
new things...
my quiet place...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
You are...
Thursday, January 08, 2009
this sort of thing...
This Sort of Thing
I, I've a hunch that we
will never be the same
these things tend to change
everything
like a pause just to glance
or a choice
or just a chance
but we were never ready for this
anyway
so come on, come on
it's about time
jump on in before you change your mind
no promises on this sort of thing
sometimes onetime in a lifetime
this sort of thing could blow your mind
or change everything
so here
here we go again
should I move right or left
or just step back to check
if I missed a step
oh no, you can never be too sure
when forever's on the line
forever passed me by a hundred times
tonight so
come on, come on
it's about time
jump on in before you change your mind
no promises on this sort of thing
sometimes onetime in a lifetime
this sort of thing could blow your mind
or change everything
I, I've got a hunch that we
will never be the same
these things tend to change everything
come on, come on
it's about time
jump on in before you change your mind
no promises on this sort of thing
sometimes onetime in a lifetime
this sort of thing could blow your mind
or change everything...
Monday, January 05, 2009
busy...
I'll be back soon.
Godspeed.