and off of the blocks
i was headstrong and proud
at the front of the line
for the card-carrying, highbrowed
with both eyes fastened tight
yet unscarred from the fight
running at full tilt
my sword pulled from its hilt
it's funny how these days can slip away
our frail deeds
the last will wave good-bye
it's funny how the hope will bleed away
the citadels we build and fortify
goodbye
night came and i broke my stride
i swallowed hard but never cried
when grace was easy to forget
i'd denounce the hypocrites
casting first stones
killing my own
you would unscale my blind eyes
and i stood battered but more wise
fighting to accelerate
shaking free from crippling weight
with resilience unsurpassed
i clawed my way to you at last
and on my knees
i wept at your feet
i finally believed
that you still loved me