Sunday, December 07, 2008

this is how it goes...

So it's like this...

Actually, I have NO idea what it's like. There aren't words to describe or feelings to feel, and that's frustrating. 

It's times like these when I really want to run. Run until I wear through my shoes and socks and bare feet and then some. I'm going down to the orphanage in a couple weeks to see Oscar. This isn't running; this is love. But I wouldn't be surprised if something in my heart told me to stay.

This picture was taken oh about seven years ago or so. Oscar's fourteen now. My how time flies. I want to see him, even if it's just to let him know I care.


2 comments:

the CoR said...

You get to see Oscar?? I'm so happy for you, Seamus!

Laura Gayle said...

I know what you mean. When you want your physical body to be as exhausted as your mind so they can be in tandem.

God-speed my friend.